~~ HoLiDay MooD..ZzZzZ~~

...how i really wanted dis day will end up s00n...:-||..still in holiday mood lorrr...felt so boring this whole day..dr tadi surfing FB ja, wat happen ni minx!!!...haiyoo...wake Up lorr...time is ruNNing oUt u know!!...

Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
Its my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
Id rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that i
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
Id rather be anything but ordinary please
Id rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is
A beautiful, accident, turbulent,
Succulent, opulent, permanent
No way
I wanna taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
Its my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
Id rather be anything but ordinary please
Id rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
Id rather be anything but ordinary please
Id rather be anything but ordinary please

::: it's been a while...my lonely blog out dated..well, im not in d mood actually to do dis. im in d ofis at dis moment and just having my time to update dis mylonelyblog.few weeks ago was my hard time to complete up all my current and delayed project but still..have time for FB of course..hehe..it's really challenged me in terms of the ability and responsibility+commitments in work.wow!!..as a result, ive done my best+skills as an intermediate programmer in tutss***!!!..LOL..prasan larr tu...overrr!..rather be anything but ordinary..

::: few months ago, ive attended wedding reception, b-day party and invitation to engagement ceremony(fren of mine)..
1. Wedding Reception - held at Penampang's Cultural Hall, it was my cousin's wed..it was good to attend a wed actually, gives us an idea how we gonna make our own one day..during dat day, it just a s0-s0 to me..not to0 simple, not to0 boring..and not too crowd make me moving smoothly...anyway, Congrats to the newly wed, God Blessed!!!

2. B-day Party - my niece bday, she was 4yrs now..Happy Birthday to Karen Tasuau SG. Asai...24.08.2009.happy to have helped my sis during dat time even it's just for a while..have to go back home early coz tommorrow still working.

3. Invitation - On 30.08.2009 was my fren's engagement day but i didnt attended it coz of personal matter...as for my fren, Rona Brenda John and her fiance...Congrats to both of you..dun worry, i will attending your wedding ceremony...and will let u know when my turn then...:-)

::: hmmm...wat else huh...yup, finally i obtained my Driving License with 2yrs validity...planning to buy a car next year..hmm...Viva vs Myvi ???...3months++ to go for end of 2009 year and you know wat, ive reached all my goals for dis year...yahooo!!!...excellent me in advance...ok2, i'll stop here...see ya then..

Harvest Festival

The Harvest festival celebrated in Malaysia by the Kadazan of Sabah each May with thanksgiving dedicated to the rice gods. Agricultural shows, exhibitions, cultural programs, buffalo races, and other traditional games are held. There is much merrymaking and feasting with rice wine flowing freely throughout the festivities.

The Rice Harvest Festival in Malaysia or Gawai Dayak is usually held on the second day of June.

At harvest time the whole of the Malaysian community work together in the rice fields, gathering the stalks by hand. Traditional Malaysians harvest rice with a special knife whose carved handle is said to appease the Semangat or rice spirit.

In the month of May, Saba Hans celebrate The Kadazan Harvest Festival. The Kadazan Harvest Festival is known locally as ‘Tadau Ka’amatan’.

According to their beliefs, the spirit of the paddy plant is said to be part of the Kinoingan - also known as the Bambaazon, who is revered as the creator, a source of life and existence. The rice spirit Bambaazon is therefore revered in the rice plant, the rice grain and the cooked rice. Many believe that “Without rice, there is no life”.

During the festival, Sabah natives wear their traditional costumes and enjoy a carnival atmosphere which stretches from daybreak till dawn. ‘Tapai’ or home-made rice wine is served as the specialty for the day.

Sabahans are greeted with a special greeting for the harvest festival known as ‘Kopivosian Tadau Ka’amatan’ or ‘Happy Harvest Festival’.

i'm back..

last weekend we have organized family gathering among parent siblings..the theme was "Pogintuututunan Piobpinoizan Maza Kaamatan"...well, it was a good chance to know each other among cousins..during that day, we also gave surprise to mom and dad for their 39th Wedding Anniversary...we bought some cake for it...wow!!..mom and dad look so happy for the surprise...and the gathering objective also achieved...even busy to take care everything completes, i still feel the party mood...hehe...

Now..im back to work and complete my assignments but still a lil bit tired..hope i get full rest during this weekend...chao!!

unpredictable weekend

Last weekend was a terrible week for me...so tired within that 3 days holiday but im grateful coz im still alive..haha... start holiday on friday, went to church..then saturday morning went to kmk and at church during evening...sunday went to kmk again...when tried to get some rest suddenly cousins invite to a party..waaaa!!! so many unpredictable events but happy my weekend full of blessings....thanxx God...that's all about my last weekend...:)

During this weekend....

Not much activity during this weekend...tomorrow is public holiday, 'Good Friday'..as usual i will go to the nearest church in my village on this day together with family...coming saturday, plan to continue my 8hours LDL but have to wait my tutor to confirm it..
This week a bit headache with my project...need to finish up all the current delayed tasks..even i hated this circumstance but i have to face it too...God Bless!!!

I'm So Tired..

2 weeks ago i felt really tired...working 8+ hours a day....but even so i learn more n more throughout the current project and i could say this is the biggest project ever i involved...this week tasks are under control and happy that i can go back home as usual by today...thanks God for gave me the blesses and confidence to do a lot of thing without any doubt...thanks much to all my colleagues that always come at the right time whenever their helps are needed...let cheers!!!...

This coming Saturday, i've plan to attend the '6 Hours Workshop' for my LDL..hehe...hope all run smooth according to plan...

Feel more comfort today :)

Finally, i was reviewed last week...it was a good review..at least im improved after a year in the company...even there's improvement but still need to learn more new things on industry..hmm..feel more comfort now and next is to aim my targets for the year of 2009 !!!.. :D

The History Behind Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is an annual holiday that honors lovers around the world. It is celebrated on February 14 by sending Valentine Greeting cards, gifts or even writing poems for expressing affection. Usually the cards, which are called Valentines, are designed with hearts to symbolize love.

This is probably derived from the ancient Roman feast of Lupercalis, sometimes called Lupercalia. The feast celebration was held through February 13 till 15. In an annual rite of fertility, eligible young men and women would be paired as couples through a town lottery. Briefly clad or naked men would then run through the town carrying the skins of newly sacrificed goats dipped in blood. The women of the town would present themselves to be gently slapped by the strips and marked by the blood to improve their chances of conceiving in the coming year.

Later, when Christianity dominated Europe, pagan holidays such as Lupercalia were renamed after early Christian Martyrs. In 496, February 14 was officially declared to be feast day of two Roman martyrs, both called Saint Valentine, by Pope Gelsius. Surprisingly, neither Saint Valentine had any connection to courtship or lovers.

Despite the constant attempts of the Christian church to sanctify the holiday, the association of Valentine's Day with love and romance continued through the Middle Ages. In France and England it was believed that the birds mated on February 14, then the birds symbolized love on drawings and poems written. By 18th century, it became a custom that on this particular day, lovers exchange love notes and poems. By the 19th and 20th century, lovers started to exchange greeting cards and fancy lunch and dinner invitations. Nowadays, Valentine's Day is celebrated through sending cards and short poems as email and short cell phone messages.
Valentine's Day is now the second only to Christmas as the most popular card-sending holiday.
::: Tomorrow is 14th February 2009..just wanna wish you all Happy Valentine's Day...enjoy your weekends in this loveable month...:::

>> Migrating

ehemm...for those who know me, i am on blogspot now...my previous site(geocities) is no longer exist..announcement kunun...

Today story
>> still busy with my current projects and almost get it done.
>> review...im still waiting for the boss to call me for review but till today still no news..too bad.. :-/

::: 2009 Year of OX :::

CNY celebration is just around the corner, everyone is on holiday mood for those who celebrate it. I'm not really in the holiday mood as i need to do many things this early of 2009 year. Today I've been assigned with new enhancements for our current project and i really need to learn or dig more into this language otherwise i'll not improved..2 weeks left before my review date, i really nervous and worry about it, but i believed everything should be no problems ..:)...i'm a lil' bit pressure with my job right now but i have no way to escape from this situation..last but not least ...minx, you have your own strength and skills, keep up your good work..:)

Stay by Estrella

::: Listening this song right now...i really love the lyric :::

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

::: Time Is Gold :::

hmm...at this moment, i really need time to complete my job...hope i can slow down the time but i can't..this is life what!!!...

:: wow!!! it's my very 1st entry since i've created this blog ::

it's raining out there and i'm in da office rite now..but felt not really in da mood of working..too much stress after dicussion with da boss..it's about to chase the due date to complete the task and it's part of my performance before i'll be reviewed next month..hmmm..hope i can complete it by thursday...that's all for now ...chaoo::